January 2012
284 posts
This was a year of learning. A year of experience, of growth and a year of loss. I met people that have forever changed me. I grew as a person and in my relationship with the Lord. I went through obstacles and fought my way through. I met a guy that taught me how to trust and love who I am, and I hope I did the same for him. I lost volleyball but didn’t give it up. I lost friends and made...
December 2011
229 posts
New [Year]
new people
new day
new start
new places.
will never mean I forget the old ones.
-AL
“‘Remember?’ he asks. ‘This is where you kissed me.’
So the heavy dose of...”
– (via breeecheese)
It’s funny because everything you told me today, I alread knew. But hearing you say it made me feel better because I believe what you tell me. You are going to be ok, better than ok, your going to be happy. I wish you knew how much it took out of me to not completely fall for you again. I managed. We both did. But just so you know, today I was the happiest I’ve been in a while.
Sometimes more than anything, I just want to forget everything. I don’t want to remember why I feel the way I do. I really just want to go somewhere else. Somewhere new. I need something new. I’m just very tired.
“Well Al sometimes you have to be mean”
“But I don’t want to be mean..I like being nice”
“Then people will step on you in life, someday your going to have to be mean.”
“No they won’t, I don’t have to be mean, I just have to hold my ground.”
‘Ha okay…”
“I would rather have people “step on me”...
Anonymous asked: i am the same way as number 13 on your list. when i read that i though t there is some one like me. i don't know how this makes you feel but i thought that you might wanna know to
I had a dream that everytime you touched me I shattered. No I mean I really shattered into pieces. Then you would walk away and I had to keep putting myself back together only for you to come back and shatter me once more. Eventually I wasn’t strong enough to put myself back together, and then you came back one last time to find me still shattered across the floor, you put me back together...
True beauty begans in the heart of the individual.
Dear God,
please, don’t let me dream tonight. im tired of waking up to disappointment.
Things you may not know about me...
I like wearing boy clothes
I’m afraid of the sound of a train
I think people are icky
I think people are lovely
I’m actually really sensitive
I don’t wear my emotions on my sleeve
i hate makeup that doesn’t go to saying I don’t wear it though..
i enjoy singing
im the last person who will take an attitude from someone.
i actually do care
loyalty is my top...
It’s weird to be scared of losing someone just because.
Prayer can move mountains.
I think I was just so used to seeing all these relationship statuses on facebook go from “in a relationship” to “single” including my own, that when i went on earlier i was shocked and over joyed to see one say this “is engaged to.” I literally burst with joy in the kitchen and my mom asked what had happened. My lovely camp leader Jordan is engaged to a lovely...
happy.
i can feel my heart beating..
“Print will never die. There’s no substitute for the feel of an actual book. I...”
– J. K. Rowling
Wise Men Still Seek Him.
oh please dear believe me when I say my heart aches for those golden days.
I guess im just fascinated by you. The way you work, the way I can’t seem to understand you at all. The words you say and how they never seem to match your actions. You are so different child and it’s so great.
She had two crooked bottom teeth. You would have never noticed though because they hid behind her pearly white smile. Flawless smile this one had, and you would have never known about her two bottom crooked teeth. Nevertheless they were there, not ugly just a bit tweaked. Oh but how well they were hidden by her lovely smile so not a soul knew what was underneath. Her heart was not much different,...
